My libido comes in waves. Some days it just floats in the background, almost indiscernible, a grey shapeless blur that doesn’t distract me, and can be pushed aside when I have more important things in my line-of-sight.
But then something happens, not always tangible, sometimes blatant, sometimes sub-conscious. And then the vague fog begins to become more dense, coagulating into more solid form, points nudging me as the liquid arousal begins to seep into me. My inner animal stirs, and I begin to change form, muscles tightening, flesh hardening, mind narrowing, thoughts focusing.
My concentration wanes, I become distracted, the female form breaking my train of thought, tearing my eyes away from the job in hand.
The 22-year-old emailed me. She is back in the City. We are meeting for lunch next week.